But I don't know who to talk to about some things. And I want to talk to someone. Because I'm worried and wondering about certain aspects of certain things lately. It's weird to say the least.
But LJ isn't the right forum for conversation. As much as I'm glad to have LJ to read now, it doesn't help my peace of mind.
And you know what? I've been craving playing frisbee more than anything… I wonder if anyone would be into playing sometime when I'm not working or out of town (etc.). It was afterall one of the things I REALLY wanted to do on my birthday which of course never happened.
As for my birthday, many thanks to those who attended. Sorry if I wasn't nearly as cheery as I perhaps should have been. Settlers was great fun, as was seeing each and every one of you who attended.
Now before I start letting my outlook tarnish all your happy sunny smiles, I'm going to get some other things done before work today… and maybe finish forcing myself to eat something.