Where's my motivation?

So I'm incredibly tired still. My throat still hurts (remarkably after quite a long while. Annoying, yet of course I can manage. I don't know what I'm going to wear for Halloween at this stage, although I'll figure out something for work purposes. I'm looking forward to the time change I guess because MAYBE I'll get some extra sleep. I'm not being nearly as productive as I really ought to be with relation to both CKI and school stuff… not to mention keeping my apt cleaner. Why? Probably 'cause I still feel horribly rundown. Lots to do still of course.

On the bright side, while I may be watching a LOT of Boob tube these days, I am knitting again… and so MAYBE sometime I'll finish knitting the scarf that I've been knitting on and off for 4ish years. However likely that may be, I don't honestly know however.

I don't know why 8 hrs of sleep no longer feels like enough. It's really annoying because I feel like I'm pampering myself with 8hrs of sleep every night, and yet I never awake well rested anymore. Annoying to say the least.

I'm loving the CKUA pledge campaign. They play the best music this time of year. So that pleases me reasonably. And I'm sort of on track with my readings for class (although not perhaps quite so much when it comes to the essays I OUGHT to be working on). As for CKI there's a couple things I'm not necessarily getting done quite as well as I would hope, mostly 'cause I'm simply too tired… not that that's a good excuse or anything… I just need something to motivate me to get off my tush and do more (not that I'm not already doing a lot…). In any case, it's been an odd week.

Another plus: I caught up with some friends this week that I hadn't seen in ages. Some by chance so that felt grand. I really ought to see more of people. People are what makes me happy afterall! 🙂